Tuesday, May 27, 2008
i got a hard feelingthat i can't go far...
everything i do is like so wrong
just so careless and things like that..
i just couldn't stop being careless...
and i am so not independent..
when can i learn to be independent then?
thing just keep flashing on my mind
i can now sit at my bed and like dreaming or what...
and 30 mins gone, no tv no playing of com, just sit on my bed
think... sound crazy and that is truth, dad cme in and asked
are you ok?
i dun think i am ok i guess, NOT OK AT ALL...
i have been keep thinking real hard...
what i wan at e end of everything,
but now i guess i already know the answer deep down
for certain things
What i wan is some thing that i will never be getting =(
and i dun think it will happen in my life.
So sad but truth...
6:26 AM
Friday, May 16, 2008
oh yeah..... WEEKend..this week weekend is super long...
Sunday going to CRUISE... hahha
so happy.... till monday... what i m going to do
i also dunnoe... i have not much money left with me..
so better dun do anything funny =x
lalalala
11:05 PM
Saturday, May 10, 2008
now i know human is e worst thing ever in the planet..WHY?
1. THERE WILL BE POLITIC,
2. STABBING BEHIND EACH OTHER,
some times is really sick..... when ppl saying blah blah things ...... and u just do not want to get invloved, but sometimes u say some thing to that person thinking that "oh he is like such a nice person or wat, can share thing with him" you are wrong!!! and i kana ok.... F****, i am in deep shit. saying something that i shldn't had share .... men... this is toopid.... i shld have observe before i saying anything out of my freaking mouth. =( I HATE IT la... y working life is so complicated.... =(
i shld shut my mouth without having any air leak. =(
From now on i am going to observe, using my big head to digest and talk.
11:36 PM
Monday, May 05, 2008
in a few hrs time.... is going to be my 21st bday...hai... old le... sob sob... hahah =x
key to freedom!!!! ~~~
really appreciate that those who came....
i am still thinking... who bought me cracker for my bday....
I wanted to do something speical for my 21,
and so.. BOUGHT GUCCI BAG... that cost nearly a thousand.
even though it is not fully subsidized by fat fat, I USE MY OWN $$$$$
nevertheless, thanks to my fat fat!!!!
i think this is e most expensivE thing that i ever fought out form my own pocket....
i just love it..... and i couldn't slp after having my EXPENSIVE BAG SLPPING BESIDE ME...
haha... daddy and mummy, just nearly drop their eyes off inside that gucci shop.
fatty say once u start u couldnt stop.... OKAY I AGREE ON THIS... i already had something on mine mind haahhaa.....
6:28 AM
