Friday, March 30, 2007
"Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you known you should never take anything for granted. " and it is true... human are sickening, idiot, totally out of mind when times come. You do not know what you are doing at time, but when you done it then you know you shld't have did it this way, but nothing can be help.
Is totally sickening, when you come to settle problem that you noe it is a diffcult path to choose and e outcome is no outcome or maybe you do not know what will happen next. Yet you need to choose a path which your mind think over and over again, spending day and night, thinking did i choose the right one?
Is totally fuck up when you are in doubts and you cant clarify, things that keep on bothering you and you can do nothing abt it.
some PPL IN E DAMM WORLD think that love can be anything oh come on, this is totally shit!! lets face it...... DO YOU THINK THAT YOU LOVE I LOVE U AND TADA!!!!! every is ok perfect and nothing go wrong...... is TOTALLY CHILDISH..... u need to face yr mother in law ,father in law and who ever in e partner family... can u imagine u goona stay together with them and they just totally PISSED off and you also pissed off.... O MEN I JUST CANT THINK..... omg.... and yr partner NO MONEY EAT GRASS EVERY DAY..... do u think HE can support you as a HUSBAND?? is not just I LOVE U , and tada!!! you are married!!!!
The older ppl told mi, sometimes the one "u married is not e one u love" ok i agree with it, maybe u will be thinking WTF u dun love him then y u married him rite? ok lets put it this way... married is not just loving about each other..., LOVE cannot earn money!! in chinese is said tat:" ai yi ke ren si tong ku de, bei ai shi xin fu de", becos when times e love one really hurt u too much tat u noe u cannot stand it any more, but someone is out there willing to open his arm and hug you! So one will believe that the damm guy who u think you are! For me to torture myself to be with you. And so the women will JUMP to other guys arm......
And i totally believe it becos i come across true cases........... but i think as long as he treat u good, and he is totally ok and willing to paid more effort to pls u or spend time wit u meaning you occupied a big space in his little heart.
BUT HUMAN IS SHAMLESS you will not noe wat will happen after marriage. MAYBE HE WILL WHACK YOU LIKE A MADDOG? or make you as a SEX SLAVE you never noe .......
so i think e best way is take alonger time to know what tat person is. AND MAKE IT V CUREL TO HIM, and you will noe his true colour. IF HE LOVE YR MONEY, he dun care wat u do... he will still v pls u, BECOS HE ONLY WAN YR MONEY ONCE HE GOT YOU AND U CAN GO EAT SHIT! BUT OF COS we cannot judge a person like this....
but watever choice we make we shouldn't regret becos we spend time and think and make a choice out of it.
10:24 AM
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Most wanted things for bday:
levis women style 3/4 pants( $200 ++)WOOT~~~
guess tote bag with all e mono print(new)($??)
MAC lotion spray($37)
kose lotion spray($16)
Shiseido Majolica Majorca mashcara ($24)
light GREy legging plus a bit shiny type
WISHLIST FOR 2007:
- channel new makeup series 3 colour in one....---->

- paul and joe liquid foundation
- more GREY TOP COS NOW IN TREND =x
- coach bag new version
- a lcd tv in my room
- buy more jap magazine....
- gucci bag new version
- eyelashes extentsion
- get my dbl eyelid done
- get rid of all hair HAIRS!! ARH!!!
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hehe today i brought my lovely top TAT I ALWAYS WANTED AND I ALWAYS GO SPOT CHECK THE ARRONLY SECRET.... if e clothes tat i wanted sold away le ma...
go orchard with m daddy take my lense and help mama buy purse and mine also
hehe thanks to lao ma got new purse from pierre cardin $56..
acutal price is 90++ lor now offer better buy plus is leather... lol so ok la cheap so can buy
and IS PINK OH YESH
hmmmm cos is like nt 300++ mean sp is abt$23
went alot of place wanted to buy my tat kind of thing is like a
top tat wear outside and a bit long and wear legging inside de.......
i went to far east... and saw something like wat i wan... but ex leh 30++
so wear song le den say thank u... keep on trying....
down there gian gian dunnoe wanna buy anot... then go forever 21 wanna buy e
t shirt de aiya wear le a bit birdy like tat then dun buy
hmmmm in end.....
i tot die le la.. today come out cfm no clothes to buy...
to my suprise i went to topshop try almost watever i saw
i just take and try la.. spend alot of time there..
then i saw this person... taking this clothes eh... dunnoe where is it...
then i go ask e person the person bring mi to there..
blue no my size.... humpf....
then e pereson say also got brown then help mi find....
so good of him... heng got my size... lol cos $23 leh
so happy....... keke
haha k la consider cheap!!! can buy... so buy la!!! lol haha
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6:28 AM
Sunday, March 25, 2007
DAMMMM COM STILL NOT READY YET
SHIT ACER... FUCKING THING
ok so recently i have been doing nothing.... eat slp....
and watch tv....
and of cos kao bei here and there and every where......
recently watch show:
300----- nt bad
the messenger--- sucks
blood and the chocolate---- -.-
mr bean----- lame
going to watch:
23
nj turtle show
the reaping(haven out)
still dunnoe wanna see wat show yet... haha
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hai so boring... at hme rot like shit...
so tired using my cousin lappy to go on line...
for the time being.......
haha the lappy is v fast... so ok i like it...
hehe
hai so tired and bored
11:22 PM
Sunday, March 18, 2007
lately com lappy spoil... and i am sick now AGAIN
SAD... tat time went out with si yun...
brought a short pants and lower lashes...
she brought a skirt... and some other tings i think... i forgot...
we spend our time walking here and there up and down until..
some how look like million air wanting to buy more things..
mi and her wear our new pairs HIGH HEELS....
but mine is more higher la so e impact on mi is
DIEING....i shld have put a cushion or something at my feet near e toes there
legs so cramp ... which is burning...
omg.... really cannot walk any more will die there....
leg spoil.. lol so after dinner at ajisean see here and there abit
we got hme AND MY LEG IS STILL BURINING..
but e fact is that is not pain ok is not pain is just tat my feet is buring
i am happy cos i found a HIGH AND I mean high AND THIN HEELS
which is not pain at front omg... i love it la... lol i will wear tat heels again hehe
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barbie love mac collection is out... omg is fabulous the color is totally striking like shit
the liquid eyeliner is awesome and IT DON'T SMUDGE have pink colour, cream colour,and of cos black.... THE PACKING IS SO SO SO NICE... AND PRETTY.... the lipstick...
is like lipgloss is glossy and save money on puting lip gloss wat i can say is gd la
can check it out at
mac<---- click it i think i going to get one for myself and there is a barbie hse at vivo city which is promoting the mac new collection CHECK IT OUT GERS!... lol of ya i just brought the glitter eye liner from bourjis hmmm... ok la... dont really smudge... put some powder on it I MEAN BLACK SHadow will make it last even longer.. and glitter stay nt bad... haha even though i am sick i still can make the smoky eye effect.. yst wow.. actually just draw on e double eye led... use cotton stick which we clean ear and use tat to smudge upwards or a brush..... depend how u wan to smuge can move up or side it look nice..... lol but is a waste cos i need to go home early... cos i sick humpf if go pub or wat wah damm nice.. ppl will think whaha..... lol =x look cool men but i dun have pic to show sad.... haha
actually lately i am crazy abt shadow.... and everything.. fake dbl eye led... fake lashes...
fake this and tat lol every thing FAKE... lol =x
5:03 AM
Sunday, March 11, 2007
so on sat....
nite time we went pump with cat... bf and keith...
mui lim missing dunnoe where... lol =x
ok so went to drink abit and all e shit.........
and dance abit lol fatty is pestering mi to go hme..
saying tat stomach pain... blah blah......
ok so sun.... meeting xue and si yun..... 1pm...
but i wake up too late cos of the drinking..... or red wine..
ann wake up like 12+++ so decided to meet them at orchard
eat do all my stuff... make up and all e shit which spend mi quite alot of time..
cos a bit seh... then hand cannot connect wit brain... so my eye shawdow look like shit..
and i need to redo everything...
so i give up... and pain my whole led with black and went out....
took alot of photo with xue.... but siyun die die also dun wan to take photo..
cos she wear spec... lol




ok.... xue act cute... lol si yun brought alot of things..
really alot lor.... lol
i ended up buying a pair of pointed heels again..
which my mom keep nagging non stop.....haha
after which went to IT show.... walk abit is really very squeezy..
e webcam i brought is no longer selling... lol
saw my cousin.... and his gf take some times to recognize hu i am
becos of my cutie hair.. lol =x then meet up heng..
then talk then he go hme we went to eat pasta...
my leg is totally cramp lor....
xue keep saying i bluff her becos of my hair ... lol
well.... lol i too li hai la hahaha lol
11:15 PM
Thursday, March 08, 2007

hehe i got a new webcam.....
AND I AM SO HAPPY COS I BROUGHT IT AT 12 BUCKS.. AND IS IN GOOD
CONDITION OMG... CHEAP... PC SHOW HAHA....
8:05 AM
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
today went to poly wit my dear cousin
wat i can say is tat she v jia lat la.... fail math..
lucky got mi to go with her... if not she die..
dun even noe how to use computer arlamak......
think she stay in home too much la...
according to wat she say..
comp she use will spoil one...
so she is computer idiot... hai no comment for her.....
then i help her choose e course that which is most slightly can go in one...
i hope she can go in... if not she die la...
any where also dun wan her...
then her mom treat mi go eat pasta haha so happy ...
then after tat went to nan yang...
she choose engenering course which i think she cannot go in too
as e math is v chim... got further math and all e shit
which i think she will die there...
nursing course of cos not not suitable for her...
see her pattern she where can go and clean shit one...
she love to be clean go clear shit wan her life ......
hai dunnoe her just hope that she can go in....
after that go meet dear dear see 300 not bad...
is a artist show... those who love pattern and angle can go and watch.....
then after which.. dear dear go ec house cut hair lol... i ask him to tell e
ger cut wat hair.... so will turn out nice...
as i analyze dear dear hair....
the 2 side of his.. too pop out..... and too thick....
so e best thing is to shave side.... and xie bao......
turn out not bad.... but still can cut even more style
like e xiao gui hair style
but he dun dare... haha said tat he going for interview 2molo
cut until too over later e person dunnoe wan him anot lol
but over all if he style will be even look nicer....
mean while he is cutting i go and have my nails paint.. keke
i got nice nice nails now i love it men...
6:03 AM
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
aiyo my cousin now v jialtat fail her o levelmath
and cannot go anywhere e result today.. for her...
is
NO POSTING ... MEANING NO SCH WAN HER ....
she wanted to go my sch.... her mom called.. mi to ask her to appel my sch
and meeting mi 2molo
i mean is like I TOLD HER LONG TIME AGO..... U MUST GO APPEL WHEN U NOE YR GRADE
AND E NEXT DAY MUST GO TAT SCH APPEL LE STILL WAIT...
arlmaak i think no sch want her... lor...
getting in is v slim....
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lately working like shit need to wake up damm early cos of.... work
is like at expo meet my frend 6 45.... at yew tee... and i am like
half dead.. so tired..... tired until dunnoe how to say...
but meet alot of ppl .... and those damm suck up ppl...
no manners.... talk without brians....
but everything is over... i am happy ... i can slp late and
got $$$$$ hehe .....
6:44 AM