Friday, June 30, 2006
and other thing is tat it make... dun wan to go his house to have dinner..
i mean i dun even wan to step into the house and see his father.......
aiya is hard for mi to say....
if u is mi wat will u do?
7:23 AM
its been days and month....
after the thing happen...
it just keep on flashing on my mind.....
and keep on flashing.... and flashing.......
i wonder... if it going to last?
loving a person is not just only him, but the person all around him
and tat includes the family and all....
but i am being disliked.....
so how am i going to continue from it???!!
is so tough to manage people... and i fucking damm hate it....
is like so fuck....
why shld i compromise???
when the other side dunnoe how to compromise?
the family also must like mi wat... in tat kind of sense...
like what my parents like him...
cos my parents like mi and ppl around mi they will also like...
tat is the logic.... is not i do not wan to like....
is they dun even wan to like mi so how m i going start liking them??
giving mi the best fucking attitude they can......
IS REALLY SO FUCK!!!!!!
i am not mean to critise or wat... i am stating wat i see and wat i feel...
tat y i always nv like to go his house and eat...
cos i feel this kind of feeling being dislike......
his cousin called mi asking mi about wireless thing...
and she dosent seem like... willing calling... and like...
tat kind of sound..... ARLMAK...
pissed off...
i dont even bother to help tooo........
dun even noe how to call...... ppl...
is like so ....
they dunnoe how to call ppl and expect me to call them
IS LIKE HEY!!!!! u think i very easy to eat??!!
is like dunnoe how to say..... so trouble i got alot of
stuff test coming on.. and project...
and i am fucking bother about this.....!!!!
is like hell men.... what i shld i do.... go bang the wall....????!!!
or wat... ahmui told mi tat... her frend breakoff and one of the
reason is this... i was like....oh men.....
she told mi to behave in and other way...
just call their parents to eat when u wan to eat..
clean up the plates... and stuff.....
HAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
is hard for mi cos i dont do this kind of thing.... NV...
unless no choice..... no ppl ard and i need to... if not...
i will NV.
or maybe wat she said is rite.... so i can gain some pts or something???!!
if i will to start all over again...... i think i will remain singel until....
i thnk i can manage ppl...... then i will fall inlove again.
7:05 AM
Wednesday, June 28, 2006

hahaha us mi mimi with big big eyes....
hahahahahha i wanting those big eyes
with colour one... but spore only sell...
those black one... is so fuck....
hope faster come colour one............ humpg humf..

do i look like wearing foundation???
YES?
haha acutally NO!!!
tat is the secert...
hahahahahhahahaha
i miss my big big big big big eyes...........
i cant wear lense now
recently i just brought some clothes from school....
hmmm 20 plus
and went to bugis brought a pants....
with my mom cos 18
i like short pants alot...
cos is summer time...... and is damm fucking hot...
haha yst went to orchard with parents brought a ring
at taka jewery cost abt 3 bucks..
wow... cheap rite... and only got this size which only me can wear it...
haha so gd.... lol my mom acutally wan tobuy but she cant cos
the size she dont fit her....
den went to make my own belts....
well i just love it acutally i make a black one and white one...
is so cool men.... haha... outside sell so ex....
ownself make is like less than half the price...
.......
and went to eat some stuff.. there...
hmmmm i intend to buy a pants inside...
tat those gers wear inside their skirts...
now is in trend men... but i just cannot cos my leg
s like so small... and the fucking think is that the pants is those tight....
den if i wear is like bamboo stick...... humpf....
7:12 PM

hahaha us mi mimi with big big eyes....
hahahahahha i wanting those big eyes
with colour one... but spore only sell...
those black one... is so fuck....
hope faster come colour one............ humpg humf..

do i look like wearing foundation???
YES?
haha acutally NO!!!
tat is the secert...
hahahahahhahahaha
i miss my big big big big big eyes...........
i cant wear lense now
recently i just brought some clothes from school....
hmmm 20 plus
and went to bugis brought a pants....
with my mom cos 18
i like short pants alot...
cos is summer time...... and is damm fucking hot...
haha yst went to orchard with parents brought a ring
at taka jewery cost abt 3 bucks..
wow... cheap rite... and only got this size which only me can wear it...
haha so gd.... lol my mom acutally wan tobuy but she cant cos
the size she dont fit her....
den went to make my own belts....
well i just love it acutally i make a black one and white one...
is so cool men.... haha... outside sell so ex....
ownself make is like less than half the price...
.......
and went to eat some stuff.. there...
hmmmm i intend to buy a pants inside...
tat those gers wear inside their skirts...
now is in trend men... but i just cannot cos my leg
s like so small... and the fucking think is that the pants is those tight....
den if i wear is like bamboo stick...... humpf....
7:12 PM
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
now i am sick i think.....
my vision is like 2 eyes stick together..... so... F....
think i having a fever....
now go out always use FAKE eyelashes...
haha lazy to put so many mascara to make it stand,
but anyway.... any one wan to learn.....
i can teach ... BUT $$$ 10... CFM plus grantee plus chop by e end of the
day u will noe how to put by yourself..... and v v v v v full and nice....
fake eyelashes provided.....
any one interested can call mi.. or ask mi... lol
can ask yr frend along too so i can book time ... lol
oh ya some tips... for skincare...
yst i went out without putting make up
but only on the eyes...
i didnt put foundation...
however, after a well i reach sch... and went to toilet
with hannah.... wao lao my skin like so... dunnoe how to say
as if i put the foudation.... is so damm nice..
i will let u see the pic...
acutally people use hand with to put the moisturize...
but if u use cotton it will make yr suface more smooth and radiant....
haha there is evidence ok... i will u all see the pic...
YESh yst win the match... haha
i put over1.5/2 yeah!!!!!
3 goals haha....
hahah yeah yeah yeah...
dad is so funny keep on jumping here and there...
wao lao laufh until i wan to cry lol
11:36 PM
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
hmmm deciding wat to bet now....
no bet my hand like itchy.... haha
ok let mi think.....
eh.... need to see the odds...
count which one got hua.....
lol is so funny.....
wan to noe reason ask ah mui... and cindy...
is so so so funny....
today i am so damm broke.... left nothing
on my wallet... yet want to buy tops...
oh my god is like WTH.....
so i deposit$2... haha...
lucky dear dear come pei mi eat...
if not i really need to makan gRass.....
hunger until die......
lol
5:01 AM
Monday, June 19, 2006
no money still dun wan to return$$$$
WTH........
11:15 PM
Sunday, June 18, 2006
HF knnn.....
u didnt talk no one take u as a dumb la...
fucker.........
later i damm scolding u cb and snatch other things....
see hu win ar.... FUCKER... F
Where got ppl have this kind of F....
must disown this F...cb
11:34 PM
Saturday, June 17, 2006
ok i just got so sian that there is ut on monday and of cos....... the
S2006 thing on fri...
think cant make it to the CCa....
hai sian sian sian....
wan to orh orh....
"YESH i just bet the FOOTball myself.... wahahaha
see i so clever.... but i didnt drawn the tingy cos i dunnoe...
so i went up and told the autite wat i wan...
and she goes...
WAH... U DIDNT DRAW!!!! MUST DRAW YRSELF I DUN HAVE THE THING
TO HELP U WRITE AND TYPE THE THING OUT....
BLAH BLAH............... but in e end she still help to print out cos i dunnoe how to draw
as i told her... haha.......
help dad buy the bet and mom... i share with her...
haha..... seee....
ok now i noe how to draw after seeing the thing....
haha ok next match if i wanna bu i noe how to draw... kekekek
12:47 AM
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
bet the soccer yst .....
tot is gonna be 1 goal or wat...
IN THE END IT TURN OUT TO BE
4 GOALS IN TOTAL...
wtf.... WAO LAO LEH
LOSE MY $5 humpf humpf my precious $5!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
humpf umpf....
hmmmm went to malay sian on tues.
haha brought some stuff back....
2 clothes...
a pair of earring
wao lao malaysia ppl really sucks lor...
no attidute one ask them this one theyji tao
WAIT LA!!!!!!
kao eh only noe how to talk and talk!!!!!!!!!
WTF.... big mouth!!!
make mi wanna smack u....
idiot dump dump...
ask mi go change my photo WTH dun let mi into malaysia
must go to the damm lousy going-to-spoil office....
lucky the lady inside is ok... let mi in...
so damm thing kick yr damm fucking asSssss....!!!!!!
and so
haha and yst i went to take my lenses and do my pass port
the lady ask mi when i take the photo is the day i went to into malaysia..
she said is so young... DOTS.....
i just taken yst leh....
arlamak.....
i got gina face.... haha tat y dun look like.....
hmmm lets see... to day ... soccer match is hu with hu....
oh is england..vs T&T haha
hehe later go check out the odds...
haha hope i win lots lots lol
10:27 PM
Thursday, June 08, 2006
ok so yst mi jolene muilim when together for the CCa
thingy... ok so i saw jolene nail pretty she do manicure herself
so i also wanna do haha go home do turn out like shit
it keep on staining the lower part that suppose to be transparent. As i wan to do the frech.
arlamak so hard to do.... haha now nails like dunnoe wat sia....
spend alot of time doing it....
and then pek check go and use free hand and do...
so is not straight at all... haha
like so funny sia..
ok so i went waxing with at my upper lip...
and yes!!!!!!!!
lip is now flawless
wOw..... pretty sia hahahahahah lol.................
7:14 PM
Sunday, June 04, 2006
ok now i noe my cousin just comeback...
from dunnoe where...
so i am going to pester her to nite to give mi a date...
hope she really does... give mi time...
if not i going to kao bei again.....
ppl do finished liao lor........
hai.....
yst went to pc show....
is so many pppl.... aiyo
down here push here and there...
bth... futher more is like many guys...
then saw my bf cousin cousin
is in old sia....
down there just advertise.. 100++
one day wao lao....
so gd....
i also wan!!! down there post here and there....
haha...
den went to dearr house... eat supper...
u noe what his dad said???
i went to kicthen and eat... and he said...
u nv call the ah ma eat one? ji tao come kitchen and eat...
-.-"""""""
just tell mi straight off..... my face... and then his uncle... also said like this...
-.-""""
kao i got nuttin to say........
i dun practice this kind of things...even at my ah ma house
maybe ya u at other ppl place so u need to do that.....
but i dunnoe i need to wat......
i down there dots dots....
is so hard to communicate with his side sia.....
is really so so fuck........
what can i say?????????
i dun have manner la.... WTF.... knn
9:04 PM
Saturday, June 03, 2006
kao eh my cousin now dunnoe go where....
so fuck wanna interview her...
den she like oversea or something wtf...
called her... and she told mi when she come back then call mi
is like wao lao but she told mi she didnt go abored wat....
unless is july....
wao lao eh......... dunnoe really anot...
wait her can wait until like fuck lor....
msg her she also dun wanna reply...
wao lao so bad sia... just wanna get my things done ma...
hai ya... now wat leh.... wat m i going to do leh???
wait for her? or wat?????? or change person....
i also dunnoe wan to change hu lor....
zao zhi dao i dun wanna interview her.... go interview other ppl that
is more free lor.... sian wait for her will wait until....
now make mi so miserable .... cos i wanna faster finished and relax....
wao lao sian.............
8:11 PM