Tuesday, November 29, 2005
mi now waiting for job to do...
haha...
dear dear frend got...
hmm is like 1 hr $6.. wowo
but so damm far
omg... hai....
but at nite dear dear
going to drive mi home haha yeah
10:56 PM
mi now waiting for job to do...
haha...
dear dear frend got...
hmm is like 1 hr $6.. wowo
but so damm far
omg... hai....
but at nite dear dear
going to drive mi home haha yeah
10:56 PM
Sunday, November 27, 2005
the zheng ming tian nu so nice...i see until... my tears rolling down my cheek
hai nice..
maybe other ppl see liao will not like mi...
maybe i too emotional.. tat y... haa...
hmmm... i think is time for mi to change...
cannot always anything also dunoe..
wash plate also dunnoe how to wash..
cook also dunnoe how to cook..
sweep the floor also dunnoe how to ...
hai... so pertatic... hmmm.... from 2molo onwards..
i will help mama clean floor.. or cook food... hehe
10:56 AM
Thursday, November 24, 2005
omg i am so damm sick..sick until like dunnoe how to say..
today i hardly say anything in the class....
i got a bit of soar throat...
omg... hai... dun even feel like toking ...
i am so dammm sad....
i feel like slping now...
later still going to my FATTY hse...
haha.... miss DEAr
8:14 PM
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
today so sian..
hai now is going to 2
called fatty just now
he makan with his frend
hmm like a lot of ppl like that....
can heard alot of sound...
dunnoe toing abt wat...
hmmm ask him to call mi
once he finished..
so long he haben call hai...
wonder he do wat sia...
idiot.. today he didnt really
call mi hmm only 1 or 2 times..
haha....
hai... sian sian....
so boring...
just now got subway.. but
when i reach there there is alot of ppl queing up..
omg... den i didnt eat at all..
hai nvm still got...
hehe....
i am so damm bored!!!
when is my FATTY GOING TO CALL MI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1:57 PM
I got D for enterprise...
WTF...
hmmm hai die liao la...
hai hai...
anives. is going to cme soon on the 19 of DEC
our 2yrS....
for wat i see.. it is like more than 2 yrs...
i know him in 2003 dec.
haha so long that time i am just 16
now 18 le...
haha it seem like... we already been so long even more than 2 yrs like tt.
this is the 1st realtionship that is so long...
and yet so loving.........
haha wishing FASTER COME!!!!!
hehe i hinting him to give mi ROSE...
haha cos so long i also nv nv received from him
nv take lovegeity, neo print or all those tatken by machine stuff.
i wish that he can take...
cos he nv wanted to take no matter
how i scream!! how I cry , how i shouted..
how i scold.... how i angry and everything..
it is just making mi voimit blood!!
so i wish he can just take photo wit mi even though it is toopid..
cos is like so weird so long togehter... nv take neoprint and blah be4,
i tell u all, all also dun belief... one
POOR MI
7:55 AM
Sunday, November 20, 2005
hmmm....
hai so sad....
fri early in the morning i go to
my boi hse
so we eat mcd breadfast together
i brought FEMALE magazine,
and read as usual...
it tok abt gers den sex.. den blah blah...
haha ok at nite go see movie togehter...
wooo....
den come my hse slp for the nite
so that sunday can see sunrise
but too sad....
hai.. i cannot wake up...
by the time i open my eyes...
got light come liao ...
idiot......
mean no sunrise le...
hmpf....
=(
11:44 AM
Friday, November 18, 2005
FUCKED UP
now is 20:36...
wat i planned for..... a few days ago....
is all vanished in the tin AIR
i didnt go for myy CCA becos i tot it wil be v tired...
i rejected the make up event that i always wanted to go for my CCA
and i am always waiting for this opportunity becos they always let the yr 2 to go..
all just becos i want my boi to cme my hse and slp...
and go see sunrise together tat i tot it will be romantic....
all is gone~~~~
becos there is no car( this is not the main issue)
cannot see sunrise....
no see sunrise mean cannot cme my hse
becos there is no objective!!!!!
my parent will not really allow that... cos i tell them we going out v early
he told mi yes we can take mrt go see...
but must wake up v v early...
omg....... i just felt like arhH!!!!!!!!!!!
fucked up men every time i planned
is kana damm fucking screw up!!!
next time i am not going to plan any thing any more.....
the feeling is damm fucked up
when in e end there
is not according to plan
DAMM IT
8:50 AM
Thursday, November 17, 2005
yes!!!!!!!!...
my dad approved.....
my guy can slp at my hse on fri!!
haha omg... haha just cant wait
hmm i am already thinking....
wat r we going to do ...
haha...... maybe go se moive at nite.. den
at sat morning go see sunrise...
YaHhhhhHHHOoooooooooooooO
and still planning... hehe
so sad my culture UT i got an E gradE!!!
WTF!!!!!! humpf so sad.... kao!!!!
nvm still got 3 times... must achieve even better!!!
taken at toilet
act cute
CuTTTtiiiEEeeeee
eee.... haha
12:49 PM
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
the phone rang....
i tot is the person called and ask mi to do work or something...
when i ans the phone den i noe is xiao han...
from her voice i noe that something has happen,
she will not suddenly called and tok to mi any thing under the sun,
truth enough she told mi the whole story...
she was wondering if she going to break up with her bf,BY.
she is having alot of problems dealing with her thoughts
and emotion.
BY, her bf, restricting her to all sorts of thing,
meeting frends that she used too, go clubbing that she used to,
hangout, blah blah.
if she is willing to change y her bf cant? she told mi.
By attitude is kind of sucks sometimes,
when wan to ask him change,
he always say i am like tat,
and i will nv change...
and like when every time they goes ona fight or something,
han is always the one that give in,
and telling him not to be angry...
and blah....
i noe BY think that, han is going to be by his side always
and he take her forgranted, thinking that she will not leave him.
han also think like tat too.
she is wondering y make herslef so miserable,
there is guys tat like her..
and willing to forgo everthing....
WTF is BY?? even though he is her bf that cannot
gives a proper manner
and listeing wat she wanted to say out??
for this i agReee...
she shld break this relationship off...
cos no matter wat happen in e end e guy still not willing to give in
so wat e fuck??? going to stay so long wit him?
wasting time, beauty , everything becos of tis fucking guy???
WELL.......
haha if he is going to continue to think like that....
what i can say is fairwell to the relationship....
nw i think that i am blessed.
and i tend to treasure the relationship i habe now,
becos my guy is a guy that willing to listen,
change, everything and try to work... to the best.
compare to guys that is out there...
haha.... i just love my guy now even more,
hhmmmmm muck... Love u FAttY!!!!
6:02 PM
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
hmmmm jus cant wait to fri.
darling going to cme my hse
n orh orh...
haha den sat go see sunrise....
hehe.... so Romantic...
waiting for the day to come FRI
so today fazlin b-day
help her to celebrate he b-day...
Thanks to the mickey mouse yi kiat...
i got the cake cream on my face!!!!!!!
omg... if my face spoil i am going kill this idiot!!!!!!!!!
i chased him all the way out from the classes...
at last i manage to get him...
i catch his hair and kick him.....
mui lim cme and smack the cake...
hahaha..... yahoo...
perfect partner.. haha....
think the pic will be coming up haha....
9:49 PM
Monday, November 14, 2005
is the blog nice??i change to hello kitty blog... haha.....
cute rite????...
heLLo kiTTy rOcks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
7:18 PM
Saturday, November 12, 2005
wah...its been so long ever since i go to mu....
acutall wan to go dlb o
end up going to mu...
hmmm......
what i can say is.... alot of AH BENG
kao... down there keep on shouting... and shouting
hear liao also sian..... omg... terrible...
like become 2nd sparks omg
den like alot of kids lor...
see liao ma sian....
next time... targeting... dbl o!!!!
i think is fun cos i nvbeen to there...
but fatty told mi is fun..
he been there with his Frend...
i think got GER also!!!!
>:(
kuku ask mi dun wan to contact guys...
den wan to delete guy contact and blah
end up he also got ger contact...
WTS......
just feel so ARH!!!!!!!
tats y trust is important.....
but trust is there also no use
cos security is not there... omg.....
TERRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
9:03 PM
Thursday, November 10, 2005
i cut my hair today....
haha... cos the little fatty of mine...
asking mi to go cut...
so i kimage.... and cut it
the result is like damm shit...
but after... that.... when after bath..
haha it is better and i tend to love it more..
haha....
haha nice bah??? i haven put make up one hor.. this one...
later put make up wahahahaha......
lol... haha no la..... haha
can you see is slant..... haha but not that obvious....
hehe.......
nice bah... this nail... jitao chio......
mi and jolene go do ours nails.. at PS
is cheap lor got nails arts.... massage....
omg.... gd...
8:08 AM
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
everything...back to normal10:17 PM
after patching...
every thing changees
the life of mine is full of colours
...redish and pink.... is most of them
...suddenly i felt something....
that i nv felt be4..... at the past....
LOVE....... and loVe....
is wat i get and i can feel......now
i noe.....what i decided is rite.....
i m not going to regret...
yes we will work towards the goals...
and make everything better....
8:30 PM
Friday, November 04, 2005
this is 2nd day after break off...hmmmm today is saT...
kao!!~~~
dunnoe wan to go where sia..
kind of sian........
all my frend busy with their bf, studying and blah.....
hmmmmmm...............................
EVERY ONE OUT THERE PLs jio mi go anywhere...
cos i am damm fucking free...........
and free,,, until.................................
dunnoe how free tat kind... ha....
so pls ar....!!!!! jio mi out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i will CFM go one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
8:26 PM
this is what he told mi.......
well, i struggled to find inner peace, battle myself during the past 2 nite, a 1 year 11 months seems unmeasurable in time, the feeling now overcome everything we did b4 during our past times, Actions became memories, felt lost, Maybe others is right, i should put down my pride for everything for your true luv, I could not deceive myself if i dont save the relationship, I a m willing to work things out, will you Or you feel that there is nothing left behind me n you expect memories
i felt so relieve after saying every thing out.
at least i tried to save relationship, i will not felt regret.
i was like.......
hmmm....
i also dunnoe how i feel...
i think i need sometime..
will i felt regret or wat....
haha.......
perhaps maybe...
hhmmmm i dunnoe.................
or maybe we should work things out??
kao....
u noe... what..
i nv nv... patch up with my ex and blah..
i will nv do that .. cos i think there is no pt..
but however... this time i hasitate....
shld i or shldn't i....
1:39 PM
Thursday, November 03, 2005
SingElSo sad but truth...i ended 1yr10mths and 16days de realtionship in tragic.what a disgrace to say that i do not what i wan in this 1yr10mths and 16 days.
what can i say??!! love cannot measure by time.
ha.... this is 1st day after we broke off
.hmm...my world felt like something is gone.
my phone is going to be silent for the whole life.
perhaps i think i can throw my phone away,
cos from now got a phone and dun have it dosent make any different.
i felt lonely.......my world is only mi myself and i.what should i do for the rest of my life???tao pi???
ha... a silly things to do.i dun think i will get into a relationship so soon...
i need to do some changes.. to it.
i am thinking of having a part time job to make mi ocuppied.Hai this christmas...
well... is going to be lonely...no more BF..... nomore...perhas this chris.
i am going to spend myself or with my parents.
or Frends.... which i do not know are they free as they also have their bf to attend too.
hmmm...... boring.........
i think there will be no one in this world treat mi like the way he did.
can tolerate all my rubbish my childish, my fucking attitude, and every thing.i think no ppl will wan mi liao la....
who the fucking else going to tolerate all this toopid things??
noone.... i can say no one....aiya....rather be a nun and forget every thing men..relationship sucks ....
12:05 PM
